I'll apologize in advance for my current writing style as it depicts the stress, frustrations and grief I'm going through right now.
Part of the reason I decided to go back to writing and blogging.
Understand I am "curbing" and choosing my words as best I can in the current situation.
Part of what you are reading is my only outlet at the moment.
Trust me when I say, the ones I wrote and have not published have been more of a process for me to vent my anger and frustrations with the current situation. They will never be published.
The ones I have posted have been severely "cleaned up" but still severely lacking in professionalism and no where close to the style others know me for.
Right now, I am considering myself back at the "work in progress" stage.
I'm fighting for my own survival at this point.
Some days I don't honestly feel it is all worth what I'm going through.
Other days its tolerable and I can actually write something decent, for example on my other blog (My West Virginia Homestead) I wrote an article on How To Start & Grow Your Own Pineapples At Home.
Having read some of my previous articles on this blog, such as The Overwhelming Feeling Of Being Overwhelmed is not the direction I want this blog to go in.
At some point in the near future, I will perform a "severe clean up" of such blog posts.
Right now however they, like myself are a "work in progress" as I process and transition through this purgatory I am living at the moment.
Right now, its ugly and vile. I'm ashamed to even post most of these posts, but for me, it is a necessary evil to process and to work through it and again, I have not published the far worse ones than you are seeing.
If you find them useful and helpful, great. I hope they help inspire you to find a creative outlet to work through whatever difficulties and struggles you going through.
As you may have guessed, I do not put on airs about anything.
I tell it like it is, regardlessly if anyone likes it or not.
I am not politically correct and if you are offended, there are plenty of other blogs you can read.
Some folks like that about me while others don't.
While I continue to work through this process I'm going through, just hang in there with me.
I go back to this saying a lot.
"If you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best."
Author Unknown (side note: while Marilyn Monroe gets the credit more often than not, check this out)
Hang in there with me, as I transition through this process.